“One day you’re gonna want her. That girl that knew she wasn’t perfect, but tried to be for you. That girl who wanted nothing more than to be there for you, and loving you was the only way she could. The girl who sees your flaws, but values them as much as your strengths. That girl who still can’t bring herself to hate you, even though sometimes you probably deserve it. The girl that should have you, but doesn’t.” |
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umm , bru psann , ade sumwank tuu . sy im , trus uff , mcam hide dri sy . den sy prssn dea laen sngt , sumpaa dea laenn . bile ckap psal mmber dea yg dea syg tuu , dea like , sys . wanyy tnguk sys laenn . sumpa wanyy ckap , law wanyy buad sala , jus say it . wanyy tanak gado nan spe skunkk niiyy . wanyy syg syss sngt sngt taww . wanyy da nanes tulis entryy nii . nape ramay sngt urg bnci kat wanyy. wanyy tataw kenape . sebelumm wanyy pergi mengadap ilahi . wanyy , nak ckap wanyy mintak maaf sangad2 kat spe spe yg wanyy wat kurank saket atii , iff , kesalahann wanyy tuu sungguh susa untuk kurank maaf knn , wanyyy nak kurank taw . yg wanyy syg sngt kat kurank , mybe entry nii kurank rasee maen maen , tpii dalam ati wanyy . entryy brnilai bgy wanyy . wanyy nk kurank taw . jike satu hari nantyy kurank pergi ke kubur wanyy . bacalahh seberape bnyak al-fatihah untuk wany semampu yg kurank bule . wany harap sngt kurankk takkn lupekann wanyy , wanyy akn merindui korunk bile dbawh tanah nntyy , wanyy hupe sngd kurank jngnn pdamknn segale memurii kite bersme , wanyy menulis ini bukan untuk meraih simpatii . tetapii , degnn setulus ati wanyy . wanyy aknn hayatii setiap detik kite bersme , aminn :( , dearr akk ku yg ku sygngii , sbelum ku mmberhntikann nafas kuu yg selaluu kuu sedutt , sebelum ku mnutup mateku yg slalu ku kelip , sebelumm ku pdamkn snyuman yg slalu ku berii , maaf kn lahh akuu . keranaa , maaf darimuuu ituu terlaluu bermakne buad kuu , kuu menadah kedue belah tapak tngan kuu , memohon doa supaya allah makbulknn doa kuu , supayee hatimuu menjadi lembutt , untuk memaaf kn kuu , |